Late Night Conversations

I don't know but it's when the rest of the world is sleeping that I tend to engage in deeper conversations with a friend. Yes, it happens in daytime, too. But there is something with late nights that brings up a certain element of secrecy and mystery, something my past experiences would testify. Late night conversations open up a lot of doors to new beginnings. It's when possibilities present itself to our surprise. It is when two people extend themselves to each other in greater length, much to the vulnerability to one another.

I don't know why I'm typing these. I don't even know if these things make sense still. It's a quarter after one, and I'm zombie sleepy. Maybe I just wish to have someone to talk to til we drop. Maybe I miss my late night texting and online buddies. Or maybe, I just miss talking. I was home alone all day and I had no one to talk except for some of my friends thru text and thru web. No personal or verbal conversation for me today. And tonight I'm left with no one to talk to, not even thru text or thru web. Well there are people, certainly. Just that none of these people I am comfortable to talk to tonight (err today). I texted certain friends to check if they're still awake - they're already sleeping. Oh I think I'm having major typos and grammatical errors. Again I'm zombie sleepy.

I want to talk to a friend, or two. From evening to morning, from waking up to going to sleep. But I guess, not today. Maybe some other day. Maybe I just miss friends. Maybe I just miss talking. Maybe I should sleep now. Pardon the randomness of this post. Only when I'm almost sleeping. Zzzzz.

Now thinking if I should publish this. Read it all over and it made no sense. Oh well, maybe tomorrow it will.

What Am I Doing Here?

Why did I have to make another blog?

Well, that place was my own personal space. It was like, my own bedroom. Only the trusted and special people were allowed to enter. Little by little, I was becoming an alien to my own world. I had to delete some posts because it was not for just some other people to see. I used to only have my trusted people in my little cyber bedroom. But well, this is the internet.

So to keep the privacy, the secrecy, and sacredness of space,
I welcome you to my living room.
Welcome to thatrainbowcolor! :)